Alexia (by me)
you make me nervous.
I fear 'cause of you temptation
fear 'cause of the wish for perfection
- and the knowledge there is none.
Fear you 'cause I know
though your graceful wisper in my ears
you'll make me sick and fill my eyes with tears
I don't know if you're here
in my head, your voice in my ears
or if you're just knocking on the door
And all I have to do is close my eyes
Say "No!" and open the
Because though I'm
FAT, I'm loved
And if I'm THIN I'm not
So, who cares if I hate myself?
I don't need you.
There's no redeem anyway.
Just Death in the mirror,
born in my head.